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The beginning 

Okay so recently I have been going through a lot in my life. It has been almost unbearable. So one of my friends suggested me to start a blog, not for the purpose of making money out of it or becoming professional in it. The only reason I am doing this to vent out all the negative things I have in mind. I do not have many friends and writing is the strongest way to communicate your thoughts. So here I am, in the hope of finding some peace of mind ✌ 

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आईना

तेरे आने से खुद को और करीब से जाना है

खुद को ही ढूंढ रहे थे कहीं

तू बन के आया मेरा आईना है ❤️

कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी जिंदगी से 

कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी ज़िन्दगी से मैं
कि हाथ मेरा हो और नाम तेरा हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी जिंदगी से मैं
कि मेरी हर शाम तेरी हो और तेरे दिन मेरे हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी ज़िन्दगी से मैं
कि धड़कन मेरी हो और साँसें तेरी हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी ज़िंदगी से मैं
कि खुशियां तेरी हो और मुस्कान मेरी हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी ज़िंदगी से मैं
कि गम तेरे हो और आंसू मेरे हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी जिंदगी से मैं
कि धूप मेरी हो और छांव तेरी हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी जिंदगी से मैं
कि बातें मेरी हो और चर्चे तेरे हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी जिंदगी से मैं
कि साथ मेरा हो और वक़्त तेरा हो
कुछ यूं जुड़ जाऊँ तेरी जिंदगी से मैं
कि सब कुछ तेरा हो पर तु बस मेरा हो

Just friendship things 

Do you ever regret after getting too comfortable with someone? 

Like, you meet them, you bond with them and then they get to know the real you. 

At first they like you and talking to you. And soon they get bored of you, may be because you don’t meet their standards of friendship? 

After realising that you are not good enough, you are not the way they expected you to be, they change. Their behaviour, way of talking, way of reacting to your things change.

And it hurts!

#justfriendshipthings

You

Whenever I see a couple walking holding hands, 

It reminds me of the days of our young love, I want to call you right away

But I am scared of annoying you. 

Whenver I listen a song all about the love and its glory, 

It instantly reminds me of your unfiltered love, I want to call you right away,

But I am scared of annoying you. 

Whenever I get a little of free time, you are the one to come on my mind, 

I wish to share my sudden feeling of joy with you, I want to call you right away, 

But I am scared of annoying you. 

Whenever someone talks of love and its loyalties, 

Your face comes in my mind, I feel so blessed I want to call you right away, 

But I am scared of annoying you. 

When someone asks me how suddenly I have become so emotionally strong, 

I smile at them with a thought of you, I wish to call you right away, 

But I am scared of annoying you. 

When I all of sudden smile without any reason, 

No body knows what beautiful flashback I just went through, I wish to call you right away,

But I am scared of annoying you.

When I sometimes go through the lanes of my dreadful past, 

I fell grateful to god for blessing me with you, I wish to call you right away, 

But I am scared of annoying you. 

I know I get excited too quick, impulsive person I am, 

Just because of that impulse I wish to call you right away,

But I am scared of annoying you. 

December 

Sometimes the intensity of your love for some is so much that it starts hurting you.

Love does not hurt, but when every single person fails to understand it that hurts.

You feel so deeply for someone, that when everyone tries to separate you that hurts.

You can see your happiness and future in the eyes of that person, but when no one can see the pain in your eyes that hurts.

You can see the genuineness of that person, the desperation in his words to be with you. But sometimes love is not enough. Society has killed the happiness of so many. Caste has become such a taboo that no one dares to go beyond that.

You can’t blame just one person for it, it’s something that every single person should be ashamed of. On one hand we talk about modernity and freedom and on other hand we ate still stuck on this age old concept.

Society has ruined the lives of so many people. But i really hope that some day people realise, understand and accept the fact that nothing is more important than your inner peace and happiness. Society has nothing to do with it.